Some of you know that in 2012 I went through an illness that put me out of the ministry for two years. I lost my job, my income, we had to sell our home, and many of our possessions. I also lost my ministry — and all of that tested me: would I still believe, when I was losing all the “stuff” that I was?
A couple of years later, after I had been through the “fire” of that trial, and I was on my feet again, and doing some interim preaching at a church that was between pastors, I could stand on the front porch of the little condo we were living in, in Norman Oklahoma, and look out, thinking of all we had been through — and the words of Psalm 119 came out of my mouth: “It was good for me that I was afflicted …”. I could see how so much good that came out of that trial. And ONE of the things that was good, was that through that experience, my faith was tested. I got to see that my faith in the Lord wasn’t just based on my “job,” and the benefits I received from it, but that when it was all taken away, I really did still believe in Him, and walked with Him, and my hope was in Him. So that day I could say: “It was good for me that I was afflicted.” It was good look back and see that by God’s grace I was able to pass that test!
And I know I’m not the only one who goes through trials. We ALL do. And we all need to realize that at least part of what is happening when we go through these trials is that we are being tested. In today’s letter in Revelation, Jesus says those words, “I know,” again; this time to the church at Smyrna. And what He knew about them was that they were getting ready to go through some things which would really test them.
Trials test us. They show what we REALLY believe. You can SAY you believe something — but your trials will reveal what you REALLY believe.
— That was true for the church at Smyrna
— That was true for me in 2012 and in my life since then
— And it’s true for YOU in your own personal trials too.
What you do, and how you respond, and what you come out with from your trials, will reveal what you REALLY believe. Let’s see what Jesus had to say to Smyrna, and to us, as He writes to “The Church That Was Tested.”
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